A journey to perfection 2019-10-01T03:50:51+03:00 Blog Integration Feed Generator https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/ Aminelly https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/ <![CDATA[To be me]]> I should kill myself. I see no reason for me to live, but I want to feel I've accomplished something, so I must continue my journey until it ends. 

Why am I even alive?

 

The only thought that keeps me going now, is to die from starvation. To show everyone I could do it. Everyone can kill themselves, but it takes strength to starve yourself to death, when wherever you look you see food.

I do not love myself. To be alive to me is like being surrounded bu enemies. Or maybe rather being with your arch enemy every minute, every second of the day. I hate the way I am. I hate the person who I am.

 

I'm such a failure.

]]> 2010-05-02T23:46:01+03:00 2019-10-01T03:50:49+03:00 https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/lue/2010/05/to-be-me Aminelly https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/ <![CDATA[The way I see it]]> Perfection = altogether something I'm not.

This is a journal of my road to perfection. This is the story of my death.

I have to be perfect.

I must starve myself.

 

]]> 2010-05-02T12:06:01+03:00 2019-10-01T03:50:51+03:00 https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/lue/2010/05/the-way-i-see-it Aminelly https://journeytoperfection.vuodatus.net/